Necessary Objects

There’s really no need to play “cordial” with me whilst simultaneously stabbing in the back with continuous lies and exaggerations. 

We both know your back is against the wall right now. I know you’ll never admit to me that I’m right and your behaviour has been shitty. Especially not in text or social media. I’ve shown you my hand in that I’ve admitted I’ve taken screenshots for years. So you’ll be extra careful with what you reveal and I understand that. 

But…none of that is needed. I’m sure you feel justified in your actions but the fact you’re fearing what will happen demonstrates you know you’ve handled this wrong, and badly. 

So maybe right now you just don’t like or trust me but you’re feeling ‘forced’ in to being cordial with me. That’s fine, I don’t really care whether you mean it or not. Just as long as there’s no return to your piss-poor actions and behaviour. 

So if you feel you have to balance that cordiality with continuing to blacken my name that’s your choice (I guess he never really got rid of the psycho eh?). Just make sure to silence your conscience when it reminds you who this is really all about. 

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